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Analyze me....

...they're coming to take me away ha ha hee hee...

(Oh yes that is me in a real straitjacket- no PS shenanigans required this time. Heh)

I am a muy mucho head-case right now. I have been so freakin' lost/confused/harried lately (consumed with working on deadline, far away from home, missing loved ones, having really messed up sleep patterns, eating issues, and so on, and so on, and so forth...)

I don't know if I am coming or going, I barely recognize myself these days, I'm losing that sense of 'self'... I feel like I need to get to a shrink, pronto. Oi.
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go... I wanna be sedated... La la la la...

*slaps forehead*

But alas, I am too cheap (read: BROKE) to pay for analysis. So will you guys help me out??

Ok, please visit this page here real quick. That's my interactive 'Johari Window' (a model for mapping personality awareness). All you have to do is pick 5-6 words from the bunch that, in your opinion, describe me....

Yeah yeah I know this isn't serious 'therapy'... just a little harmless introspection fun. And I'm really interested in what you guys think, and how you'll answer... *wiggles eyebrows*

(Also, you can make your own Johari Window from that link. If you do, comment here with the link and I will participate in yours, too)

Theeees couldt be veddy, veddy innnteresting...

...and now, a totally random icon:

Ooh looky it's the totally random, ever-changing icon o' fun!!

Comments

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alexlucard
Apr. 3rd, 2006 04:47 pm (UTC)
Have you considered taking a break from things for a while?
lostshady
Apr. 3rd, 2006 06:24 pm (UTC)
Ermmm, well, I sorta can't right now, as I am out here for work reasons and really just have to finish what I came to do before things can get back to normal...

I think I'm just disoriented from being in an unfamiliar place, missing my people at home (and my furbabies, too... DAMN I miss my pets so so bad!!!), and on a sleeping/waking/eating/etc schedule that is totally off-kilter from what is 'normal' to me. So going a little nuts right now can't be avoided, I guess.

Good news is, I am pretty much finished with my work, and can start planning the trip home any day now- *woot*

So, I'll be ok, once my topsy gets un-turvied, and all that... ;)

Thanks for caring... you are awesome... *hugsesssess*
r0b666
Apr. 3rd, 2006 05:17 pm (UTC)
To the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time...
lostshady
Apr. 3rd, 2006 06:51 pm (UTC)
And I'll be happy to see... Those nice, young men... In their clean, white coats... And they're coming to take me away, Ha-haaa!

*attempts straitjacketed cartwheel*

OUCH.
eatstoomuchjam
Apr. 3rd, 2006 05:27 pm (UTC)
The only thing making me sad lately is that you're never on IM!
lostshady
Apr. 3rd, 2006 06:52 pm (UTC)
Wellllll.... I may just be online right now, boo!

:P
direwraithe
Apr. 3rd, 2006 08:18 pm (UTC)
Just a thought...
Have you considered meditation? Or perhaps yoga or Tai Chi? Just something it help you re-center and ground might give some relief...

Added my thoughts to the 'Johari Window'

Hope you keep your brain up and running! :)

-Gregory
lostshady
Apr. 5th, 2006 02:06 am (UTC)
Re: Just a thought...
Thanks for adding, appreciate that...

Ya know, I actually have thought of meditation. I feel like it might help to mellow my brain. Perhaps I might try it... :)
smokyscott
Apr. 3rd, 2006 08:19 pm (UTC)
I did it for ya... but I didn't see a Hot Stoner adjective :(

keep your chin up, shady. or just rest it in my lap ;)

miss you.
lostshady
Apr. 5th, 2006 02:09 am (UTC)
Thank, Uzi dear. And lol on the Hot Stoner adjective... :P

You always make me smile.

Miss you too. You always seem to be away from YM when I am online (and vicey-versey, I suppose)... *sigh*
bound_gagged
Apr. 3rd, 2006 09:02 pm (UTC)
A long hot bath with lots and lots of bubbles and candle light. *feeds you rice krispie treats* <----That is some good therapy! :) Just keep breathing, Sweetie - it's almost over...*hugs*

Whoa..I just did that thing and picked my 5 or 6. The two under the unknown to others? I almost ticked them! Then I thought no, that isnt how I normally see you. Those are issues, yes - I knew that right away when I saw them. But I think that yes as much as they are issues, that when you are in a totally happy place, they arent there. Does that make any sense? Anywho here is a {{{{SUPER MEGA SNUGGLY HUGGLE *cue cheesy 70 game show music with game show cheesy voice* which can be used as many times as needed!!}}}} If ya need more hugs, lemme know - I got an entire state full of them :-*

bound_gagged
Apr. 3rd, 2006 09:06 pm (UTC)
Oh and here is another good form of therapy - make sure to have your sound turned up and you are sitting down :)

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-3169960823229221817&q=farting+preacher&pl=true

Forgive me if you've seen it before :)
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bob_bobinson
Apr. 3rd, 2006 10:17 pm (UTC)
done.

although i can go one better!
seeing as i got an A in psychology i pretty sure i'm completely qualified to psychoanalyse you.
*puts on freudian hat*
*ponders*
ah. you are obviously insane. make sure you're comfy in that straight jacket. you'll be there a while.
*ponders some more*
there is only cure for insanity according to freud. have lots of sex. preferably with as many family members as possible. and whinge about your childhood a lot.

or you could just stay insane. it's probably more fun. expecially if they give you a padded cell. padded cells are the funnest things EVER!
lostshady
Apr. 5th, 2006 02:24 am (UTC)
Hahhaaa, oh bob! I like the staying insane idea.

*bounces off the padded walls like a pinball*

You are my totally shrink from now on. How much do I owe ya???
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moggs
Apr. 4th, 2006 12:48 am (UTC)
if you really feel you need help then don't stop till you find a way and make it happen. Where there's a will there's a way.
lostshady
Apr. 5th, 2006 02:26 am (UTC)
Thanks, Moggs... *hug*

I think I will be better once I start to head back home, and life can begin to get back to what I am used to. And it's looking like hopefully I'll be able to do that pretty soon...
countessm
Apr. 4th, 2006 01:17 am (UTC)
hey, your hair grew back so quickly, lol. ^^
lostshady
Apr. 5th, 2006 02:27 am (UTC)
Ha, yes... I used Acme Super Hair Growth Accelerant :P
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senor_stinky
Apr. 4th, 2006 04:38 am (UTC)
Shenanigans
Was it a single shenanigan or multiple shenanigans that put you in the straitjacket? What's the collective noun for shenanigans anyway ... you ended up in this situation because of a "plethora of shenanigans"? A "gaggle of shenanigans"? A "shtload of shenanigans"???
lostshady
Apr. 5th, 2006 02:28 am (UTC)
Re: Shenanigans
...I think the plural would be 'shenanigi'... :P
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senor_stinky
Apr. 4th, 2006 04:40 am (UTC)
> But alas, I am too cheap (read: BROKE) to pay for analysis. So will you guys help me out??

And alas, in return I am too broke (read: CHEAP) to give you money for your analysis :)
lostshady
Apr. 5th, 2006 02:29 am (UTC)
Ha!

You could always just send me some Toblerones... :P
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