Well, I am home... actually got home last night. And, here I was gonna post this 'halloooo!' post about the trip and being back home... but, remember that uncertain future I was talking about before I left...? Well, when I got here it became a billion times more f**cked-up-uncertain.
Anyway, sorry, the regularly scheduled post-Post goofiness will not air here as scheduled.
I cannot even talk about this crap at the moment. I am shocked/upset to the point of numbness, and cannot think. I will post more/respond to the last few day's worth of comments when I can calm the f**ck down. Just wanted to let you all know I am
...and now, a totally random icon:
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:Devil Doll- Queen Of Pain


Comments
I continue to keep you in my thoughts and wishing you well. I've been where you are, Sweetie and it isnt fun. However, the thing that you need to focus on is the fact that it WILL get better. Just keep yourself safe and surround yourself with friends and family that you trust to insure that, ok? *hugs you tightly again* Hang in there...
Dire spider, web undone
Legs have twined and life
Long spun
Shall web be left to gather dust
On roads past traveled
Or shall the fabric of the undoing
Unravel
Reveal the crystal way
The rain and the dew might collect
And upon looking back
No regret for the past
But the future, a doorway of
Prey
Dire spider arise
And hunt out finer days
Cheesy, cheeky, silly and such, but really meant. If it makes sense. You spend a lot of time making people happy and worrying about them. Please, don't feel it necessary to respond to this or any other posts. Don't worry how you will be perceived, you should know that you are already held in high regard by those with only an inkling of your charm. In any case, don't feel guilty taking time to care for yourself. You certainly deserve it. And you seem to have many devoted friends (from what I can tell) I'm sure they're available to lean on, so please lean. Damn, does this come across as a "Mom" speech? As long as it comes across as it is intended: as a show of support. And yes, this again from a stranger. Wish you the best in all.Please take care Shady.-------- h-e-a-l
Positive thoughts and vibes to ya... *fingers crossed*
-Gregory
::hugs::
I hope it puts a smile on your face and a purrrrr in your heart.
Hang in there, Shady!
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